it's over before you know it..

december's half way over. i haven't blogged much these past few weeks, i've been avoiding it really, cause then i'd have to edit out what i'd have to say. i rendered my resignation last november. i only have two weeks left at work, and i still have mixed emotions about it. artista lang.

i had my exit interview at our head office last friday. i had waited for this interview especially during the times when i was at my absolute lowest at work, when i was so frustrated. i've always thought i'd give them a piece of my mind, a large chunk at that. but, the previous evening, i was able to watch survivor philippines' final two face the jury. and i can describe the jury with just one word: bitter. or make that two: very bitter. it got me thinking about what i'd say during my interview. i don't want to sound like i'm bitter, i am already leaving anyway. i'm going to answer all questions honestly. i'm not going to rant on and on about how at some point i was bordering depression (that's what this blog is partially for) going to work. and so i got there, with my exit interview form in hand. i had waited longer than i was interviewed. the interview was really just for formality's sake and it played out really well.

so here it goes, i resigned. i've two weeks left (plus a day if they consider december 29 a working holiday..). i'll be cleaning out my workstation and be saying goodbye to my clients. though i have been contemplating the thought of resigning for a really long time, it still hasn't sunk in now that it has become a reality. i remember saying that this is my biggest regret. it just so happens that my resignation feels like the best decision i've ever made. i'll be jobless in a couple of weeks, it'll be frightening as hell, but i'd rather jump into the unknown than continue drowning in knee deep water i know i can get out of simply by standing up.