watched just my luck a couple of nights ago and this dialogue hit me:
Ashley: What can i say, I am a pathetic disaster and i give up!
Jake: You give up?
A: I give up. I dont care any more. You know what? It feels great!
J: You know what? I gave up years ago. Its my secret to happiness.
well i thought, perfect. this is what i should do. but then again, how can you really give up? i've been pondering how to do this and today i finally get it. i give up. :)
today was a typical bad day. i've had worse. but because of you, i finally realized what i've been putting up with. today, i realized, i no longer have tears to cry. today, i realized what kind of a person i don't want to be. for that, thank you. i am not being sarcastic, i am genuinely grateful. last night, i didn't sleep well deciding what choice to make. tonight is different. i've made my choice. my only obstacle is to stick to that choice. i will probably never be able to thank you for this day because i'm sure it will be taken the wrong way, so i'll do it here:
thank you. you were the sign i was waiting for.
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