my silver lining..

last of the long weekends.. but, this is the only long weekend i spent mostly at home. i've been sick for a couple of weeks, and not having enough time to rest, well, took its toll on me and i never got better.. still kinda sick till now. i've a lot of things on my mind, i want to keep this entry short (or at least attempt to keep it short. i type.. and go on and on.. you get the idea.)

it's already nearing the end of september, the first of the BER months. as i was going through my old metrobank stuff here at home, i found a christmas decor which i always put on display as early as september 1. yeah, i know, i'm excited. but i was so depressed back then, i was always looking forward to something else other than work just so i can get by, one day at a time. i even got a couple of those holiday gift cards with the words "happy holidays!" or "maligayang pasko!" and taped them on my monitor, so that if things got toxic, i'd be taken to a happy place just by looking at something christmas-y. it worked. for most of the time.

guess what? i've yet to put anything christmas-y in my workstation. then it hit me. i'm not depressed anymore. thank you. :) christmas is coming a bit late to me this year, but it's all gonna be just fine. ;p