light up my sky. ;p

**WARNING: before reading, i suggest you hold onto something, anything. kumapit ka.**

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don’t tell me i didn’t warn you.. ok, ready?

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my wedding phase mode is ON. ;p

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ok, imma give you time to recover.. good? :)

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so, i have a wedding phase. how ironic considering my love life is somewhat, err, dormant. but still, i love weddings! when i was a teenager, i hated weddings, having to dress up, with over the top hair and being overly made up. ugh. in my early twenties [omg, i did just type that right? early twenties. what a rude reality check. so i think my QLC mode is ON too.] , i still hated weddings for that one single event in the reception: the bouquet toss. but now, i've come to realize that the bouquet toss is not the event, its only a part of the main thing. plus, i've managed somehow, to skip almost every bouquet toss at every reception i've ever attended, sometimes intentionally. i'm not the girl who boxes out other girls for that bouquet. haha! i know it is tradition, and it is the couple's day, but i just don't want to participate in something i don't believe in. i gotta give credit though to couples who change it up a bit. my cousin did her bouquet toss using text messages. i just think that the bouquet toss is sort of discriminatory to single girls. [defensive much?!] i know it's supposed to be done for fun but i keep thinking if i was the unlucky one, i'd have huge reality checks all up in my face. not good for me, reality checks keep me up at night for weeks. i'm thinking of alternatives to this part of the reception.. maybe instead of single girls & guys participating in the bouquet and garter toss, why don't unmarried couples participate instead? ooohh.. pressure! hahaha!

so anyway, this entry isn't about the bouquet toss, i just found myself typing away. i recently attended my blockmate's wedding, prijm & karla's wedding. [congratulations dude!] i definitely envy their wedding date, august 8. i even asked prijm if i could copy that wedding date IF and WHEN. [really huge IF and WHEN. haha!] it was an awesome wedding! and here i am, contemplating the after effects..

as much as i love weddings, sometimes i dread it because it triggers love life issues into overdrive. as expected, a wave of uncertainties came upon me that same night. there is really nothing much i can do about where i am right now, haha, so i cope up with these things the only way i know how, by drowning myself more in it. my sort of sadistic tendencies take over. if i am heart broken, i listen to songs that would break my heart even more. if the green archers [yeah, i really just had to include them.haha!] lost by not making a valiant attempt to play the game, i still watch the replay. i don't avoid pain. i let it sink in. so.. i listened to wedding songs. :) as my luck would have it, richard poon just released a single entitled you and i. i loved it. and i love richard poon. *swoon*

you and i - richard poon

you and i have travelled far together
we've pursued our little star together
we are happy as we are together
we may never get to heaven
but it's heaven, at least to try

you and i are going on together
till the time we have is gone together
watch the evening drawing on together
growing older, growing closer
making memories that light the sky
that only time can make
that only love can make
that only we can make
you and i

you and i are going on together
till the time we have is gone together
watch the evening drawing on together
growing older, growing closer
making memories that light the sky
that only time can make
that only love can make
that only we can make
you and i

**credits to PixeleyesMedia for the video, i do not own the video, i just love it enough to want to share it. :) lyrics are not mine either, haha, check google.**

[i have been blabbering away.. i know.] i really love this song! i spent the entire day listening to it. on a technical note, the video is really good, very vivid and a must watch on HD. gahd. i love it. it's official. my wedding phase mode is ON. :P