he's just not that into you

if you can find him, then he can find you. if he wants to find you, he will.

i bought this book (he's just not that into you by greg behrendt and liz tuccillo) a couple of years ago, just for kicks. and man, the book made sense. haha! it was a good read, i even gave a copy to a friend. i'd forgotten all about the book until it popped into my mind one night while i was 'contemplating' (my 'favorite' past time.. harhar) things. it really is a good read, especially if you're going through an 'it's complicated' phase of your love life. you just might find out, you're not that into him either. ;p

(lack of) common sense..

bawal ba gamitin ang common sense?! pwede, gamitin naman ang utak?!

one tree hill - 4 years, 6 months, 2 days..

(Montage of Peyton talking to someone on the phone and Nathan trashing his trophies - we hear her side of the mysterious phone call)
Peyton: Hi, it's Peyton. Yeah, I'm sorry. I know it's late there, I just... what happened to us? You know? I don't know who I am anymore. Or how I got here. I miss who I used to be. I wanna have a home again, ya know? And real friends. You know, the kind of friendships we used to believe in. I miss that. And I miss you. I guess I just miss all of it. Does any of that make any sense?
(We see Peyton's mysterious phone call is... to Brooke)
Brooke: Yeah, it makes all the sense in the world, Peyton. Four years ago, it all seemed so clear, didn't it? Conquer the world, save the world, live happily ever after.
Peyton: Are you happy, Brooke?
Brooke: Sometimes. Not always. Are you?
Peyton: No.
Brooke: Okay, then let me ask you something. What is gonna make you happy, Peyton? Is it how you look? Or the car you drive or the people you know? Is it money or celebrity or power or accomplishments? Because I have all those things and I don't think it's enough.
Peyton: Well then, what is?
Brooke: Love, I think. And that love can be for a boy or a girl or a place or a way of life or even for a family. But where you find it is up to you. So where are you gonna find that love, Peyton?
Peyton: I think I need to go home.
Brooke: Yeah. I was hoping you'd say that.

from www.tv.com

..amats..

love is like alcohol.. if you stay away from it long enough.. you actually sober up. ¤ö¤

we lived to love..

..but the planets all aligned, when you looked into my eyes.. & just like that, the chemicals react.

*chemicals react - aly and aj*

life - dreams = job

**from eureka.. i swear, whoever came up with that equation must be a math major.. ok, not really, just extremely brilliant.. or somebody experiencing severe job burn out.**


happy (or unhappy?) 4th to me. i have been working for four years, and this is not where i imagined myself to be. i still remember my first day at work, training actually, and believe it or not, i was actually late. for about twenty minutes. who gets late on their first day at work?! i should have taken that as a sign. my training was great, i met new people, and i learned a lot of things. little did i know that two weeks later, my life as i knew it would change. and that four years later, i'd still be here. putting up with all this ----. i haven't made too many life altering decisions, but by far, this is the biggest regret i've ever had in my whole life. but i believe it's not yet too late to change things. 2008 ain't over yet, i still have five months left. good luck to me.

if by this time next year, i'm still stuck here (and by here, i mean my job-burnout-state-of-mind..), i swear.. magpapaburger ako..

one wish? happiness.

from pushing daisies:

ned: you're the only one for me..

chuck: i know you feel that now, but there are things you want, there's things we both want..

ned: so? everyone wants stuff. we wake up everyday with a list of wishes a mile long & maybe we spend our lives trying to make those wishes come true, but just because we want them doesn't mean we need them to be happy.

chuck: what do you need to be happy?



ned: you.

yeah, a bit cheesy but you get the picture.. ok, wait for it.. aaawww... *sigh*

choose to be a blessing..

sometimes, all it takes is one person to completely ruin your day.. likewise, it can also take just one person to make it..

just one.


thanks. ;p

Lord, show me the light, please?

--my girl

age is just a number.. nyahaha..

we had a synergy seminar sponsored by axa at our branch this afternoon. the speaker asked us, "up to what age would you want to stay with metrobank?" i thought it was just in my head but i said it out loud, "twenty five." bwahahaha..

still can't get over..

uaap season 71 officially started for me yesterday, july 6, 2008 and too bad dlsu lost to admu, 73-79. it is that time of the year again when almost nothing means more to me than the dlsu green archers. oo na, OA, but it really is a different feeling. yeah, i'd want them to win every game they played, but if they didn't i wouldn't hate them for it. i'd still love them, maybe even more pa nga. true love talaga. i had a shitty week at work, but seeing them play made me feel that it was all worth it. even if they lost, i wasn't really disappointed, more of broken hearted. i woke up today thinking: 1. we lost and 2. i heart simon. bwahaha. there will be other games, and they will play harder, and they might break my heart again.. game on. i'll still be here, all for the love of la salle. (karir?) ANIMO LA SALLE!

feeling-broken-hearted-much

too bad we lost. missed too many damn free throws. guys, gotta practice more okay?! haha! i'm too sleepy to type, but i just have to say, i heart simon atkins!! woohoo!! ANIMO LA SALLE!!

green shirt

i'll be watching the first dlsu vs admu uaap season 71 game later with aps and jen, and i'm looking for a green shirt to wear. and then i realized, i don't have that many green shirts. great. another excuse to shop. haha! it's that time of the year again, when i'm bitten by the uaap bug, and again show my undying love for the green archers. (true love to, pare. swear.) harhar! game on! ANIMO LA SALLE!

..ironing out..

it's 1:30 a.m. and i just finished ironing my uniform, four sets, monday - thursday. what a drag. it just reminded me that come monday, i'd have to go to work. that's just my problem. i can't stop whining or complaining about my work. i'm so stressed out. it's not physical stress. if it were, it would be easier to solve. vitamins lang katapat nyan. stresstabs. tapos. but no... i'm stressed psychologically. as in. at times, i already feel numb. deadmatology 101. and yeah, i've been thinking of resigning. i think that would be the best thing i can do for myself. i'm just riding things out. hay.

hay..

disclaimer: this blog entry will probably make no sense at all. i'm just venting out.

i'm so miserable. it's been four days since i returned to the 'real world' and i'm dreading almost every minute of it. but then, as they say, you gotta look for that silver lining, or be thankful for what you have, but damn. that's all i can say for now. haha. plus i'll be singing that song: i'm a survivor, i'm gonna make it, i will survive, keep on surviving! peace out!

did i mention, you're about to miss a good thing? ;p

you don't know my name - alicia keys


Baby, baby, baby
From the day I saw you
I really really want to catch your eye
There's something special 'bout you
I must really like you
Cause not a lotta guys are worth my time
Ooo baby, baby, baby
It's gettin kind of crazy
Cause you are takin over my mind
And it feels like oooooo
But you don't know my name
And I swear it feels like ooooo ooooo ooooo ooooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)

Oh baby baby baby
I see us on our first date
You're doin everything that makes me smile
And when we had our first kiss
It happened on a Thursday
Ooooo it set my soul on fire
Ooo baby baby baby
I can't wait for the first time
My imagination's runnin wild
It feels like ooooo
You don't know my name
And I swear it baby, it feels like oooo ooooo ooooo ooooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)

"I'm sayin, he don't even know what he's doin' to me
Got me feelin' all crazy inside
I'm feelin like"
Owww! Ooooo Oooooo
Doin more than I've ever done for anyone's attention
Take notice of what's in front of you
Cause did I mention you're 'bout to miss a good thing
And you'll never know how good it feels to have all of my affection
And you'll never get a chance to experience my lovin'
Cause my lovin' feels like ooooooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know
And I swear it feels like oooo ooooo ooooo ooooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
Ohhh

Will you ever know it, no no no no no
Will you ever know it?
"I'm gonna have to just go ahead and call this boy.
Hello? Can I speak to -- to Michael?
Oh hey, how you doin?
Uh, I feel kinda silly doin' this,
But um, this is the waitress from the coffee house on 39th and Lennox
You know, the one with the braids?
Yeah, well I see you on Wednesdays all the time
You come in every Wednesday on your lunch break, I think
And you always order the special, with the hot chocolate
And my manager be tripping and stuff
Talking bout we gotta use water
But I always use some milk and cream for you
Cause I think you're kinda sweet.
Anyway you always got on some fly blue suit
'n your cufflinks are shining all bright
So, whatchu do? Oh, word? Yeah, that's interesting
Look man, I mean I don't wanna waste your time but
I know girls don't usually do this,
But I was wondering if maybe we could get together
Outside the restaurant one day
Cause I do look a lot different outside my work clothes
I mean we could just go across the street to the park right here
Wait, hold up, my cell phone's breakin up, hold up
Can you hear me now? Yeah
So, what day did you say?
Oh yeah, Thursday's perfect, man:."
And it feels like oooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
Baby Baby I swear it's like oooooo
You don't know my name, no no no
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
And it feels like oooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
And I swear on my mother and father it feels like
Oooo ooo oooo ooo ooo ooo
Oooo ooo oooo ooo ooo ooo
Oooo ooo oooo ooo ooo ooo
You don't know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know?)


>> http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/aliciakeys/youdontknowmyname.html

moment of weakness..

from phineas and ferb episode i scream, you scream.

phineas: hey ferb, snap out of it. what happened back there?

ferb: i.. was weak

;p

love and learn.

whether it lasts forever or ends tomorrow, it will have taught you something if you've paid attention. it's best if you value love for something that enriches your life rather than something you need to have.. =sophia bush=

going..

overheard >>

guy: so, kumusta naman kayo? (probably referring to the girl and her boyfriend.)

girl: eto... (pause.)

guy: going strong?

girl: yeah, going.. (pause pa rin..)

guy: aahh..

girl: going.. no where.

>> hehe.. parang usapang lasing. :)

IJR - interbranch job rotation..

i survived my first week of being cross posted, it wasn't as bad as when i first got cross posted about three years ago. i cried back then, and thought that my career would be over. haha. times have changed. i was relieved to be assigned to another branch. i was at the brink of feeling another (too many actually..) job burn out, and thank God i snapped out of it. i still miss my branch, but i do NOT miss the work at all. haha! seriously, just the thought of not having to answer the phone all the time is one of the simplest forms of bliss for me. :) three more weeks to reality..