math and cartoons..

'oh my gosh! the square root of soon is never!' - candace waiting for jeremy to call her, after he said he was gonna call her soon. hahaha!

at random..

like i said, the punch line was just around the corner. i just didn't get it. ;p

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sometimes i think when i want something so much, i'm pretty much doomed to screw things up. when the opportunity presents itself, i panic, and i either mess it up or just let it pass me by. the crappy part about it is that opportunities rarely present themselves to me, and when this particular 'opportunity' was in front of me, i didn't even get to savor the 'moment' but went straight to overdrive 'panic mode: ON' instead. gahd, i can't even get myself to stop. and. appreciate. the. small. things.

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it's been almost two months since i've resigned from mbtc and late one night i was thinking what i miss about that place. it took me almost two minutes to come up with something. haha! i'd rather not go back there, but these are the things i miss:

* wearing a skirt (uniform) with 3 inch heels
* seeing anyone of my top 10 (nah, they're not really 10, i just like to call them that) **high school girl swooning**
* hearing stupid things
* rolling my eyes in utter disbelief and/or amusement after hearing or seeing something insanely ridiculous
* this is pretty hard, ha..
* conversing with my most valued clients
* having my after lunch coffee and my 4pm tea

nothing work related to miss, haha! i still go there at least once a week to do personal transactions, and everytime i step inside, i'm thinking thank God i don't work here anymore. ;p

don't you know? it's already ferb-ruary!

it seems like i may have been on hibernate mode, but really, after more than a month of being unemployed, there's nothing much i can really write about. hahaha! first two weeks of january have been very chaotic since we moved. i'm still not yet done, i'm sorting through almost twenty six years worth of trash/stuff. i have been living the dream for quite some time, sleeping late, waking up late, watching tv and surfing the net. this is just like me, about five years ago, fresh out of college and not knowing what to do with my life. what makes this time different is that i feel that i really needed this break, just to keep me sane. february is now here, and i guess it's about time i get out there, back to the real world. over the past few years, there were some things that i wanted that i prayed really hard for or asked for a sign, but sometimes it felt like God was trying to be funny with me with His answers that for a while i stopped asking (but i never stopped praying). in a really weird way, this time around, i got exactly what i wished for, and as good as that is, i'm still scared as hell that the punch line is just around the corner. oh well, it's a brand new year, so i think i'd better stop being pessimistic and start being optimistic. so i'm taking up phineas and ferb on this one, today is gonna be a great day!